That’s exactly what I was diagnosed as and it’s so awful. I wish I could be of more help. It’s strange, as soon as I became more positive and “better” I kind of forgot the pain I suffered. Sort of like my brain blocked it out.
Hm spirituality has helped me A LOT. I suggest looking into various spiritual practices. Just reading about it can help and maybe spark a light in your life. Seeking other forms of treatment other than therapists and medication. Maybe the treatment I did (which saved my life and helped me get out of my eating disorder) http://dryadgoddess.tumblr.com/post/91960677656/i-decided-to-share-the-doctor-i-got-my-tms
Well that’s just silly! Everyone is made for love. You’re a beautiful being. Give love and you shall receive.